When you look back, this was probably 3-5 years down the road maybe? You will probably be 25/28. Are you surprised you came across this? I know you will be more than interested to have a flashback. Things like these always seems cool for you, like time travel.
Did you finally graduated from that government diploma cert?You know i hate lamenting about how i screwed up my education when i was a teenager. Don't you worry because I am so happy that i got a conditional placement in the school, i'm just waiting for my Bridging course results to determine whether i can proceed with the course right now. Actually, to tell you the truth now, i feel like laying out my admission to the school or never continue at all. I know, i'm so fickle. I'm sorry in advanced if its gonna make you regret now.
That aside, i have been sleeping in many beds and pillows....with lots of windows (Emile Sande's Mountains song reference right there) NOT SLEEPING AROUND! I meant about my travels. This was the year i get to officially use my passport and get out of the island. I have seen Johor Bahru, Batam, Southern Vietnam and Kuala Lumpur. I fall in love with different people in different places. I'm pretty fond of Vietnam and i am planning another trip there. Maybe 2 or 3 times more. Its magical. I love how they speak about their dreams, their courage and their pride. Do you still love Vietnam or have you fallen out of love and chose another place?
I am making plans to visit London, Cambodia and Australia for 2015. Did you managed to see The Shard, Angkor Wat and Queensland? Did you get to meet the friends you have made from all over the world? I can see you smile, its a good sign i guess.
Are you maybe married with kids and totally rocking it already? I have someone in mind but i'm never quite sure how things are looking up for me. As usual, fickle and always choosing. (They say i shouldn't be picky!) but if things don't go as it should... you know that it's okay. Life is planned for by God, remember life goes on. Ah, 2018 hold so much meaning for me....if it already is, did that dream happen? I am so curious about you now. I don't wish to see you hurt and crying reading this part of the passage. Please let it be good news or better news! I currently have seven sunflowers, you know the plushy ones? Are you still keeping it?
Have you stop doing stupid things to your hair. Remember that time when you were 18, using a hairdryer for the first time and got your hair twisted inside!? I bet you remember that video neatly stash somewhere in the archives.Or that time you bleach your hair 3 different occasions and letting it all fall out and not giving a care. I'm still stressing out about it and that chubby cheeks....its growing like an apple! Ha! Did you collect more scars on yourself, each has a story to tell. I'm still trying to get rid of the one that i had when i fell on a busy road. that accident happen years back but its annoying to be reminded of it.
I wish you all the happiness and bliss in this world and hereafter. Always remember, you may hurt but you will heal - and there's beauty in your scars.